` me. just me *

150105 ; brightandsunnydayyay!

oh wells. after a long time nt being online. yupps. been rather sick this whole wk. haha. hyperacidity. peptic ulcer. anw dad flew off and flew back alr. i found out who i can really talk to (: mixed feelings most of the time. but i'll survive. saw this story. kinda inspirational (:

The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.
"There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil, "Before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be."
"One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand."
"Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil."
"Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make."
"Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside."
"And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write.
"The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box withpurpose in its heart.
Now replacing the place of the pencil with you. Always remember them andnever forget, and you will become the best person you can be.
One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in God's hand. And allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess.
Two: You will experience painful sharpening from time to time by goingthrough various problems in life, but you'll need them to become a stronger person.
Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make. Learn from it, and correct them.
Four: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.
And Five: On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties.
you are aspecial person and only you can fulfill the purpose to which you were bornto accomplish. Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that yourlife is insignificant and cannot make a change. You can!

okayys. shall start blogging for the past few days. yupps.

tues. sick. vomitted at like 1am. damn yucky. yahh. didnt want to disturb anyone. called wil. haha. dunno why immediate reaction. yupps. he was so nice (: yay! then woke up later part of the day n didnt feel gd at all. super uncomfortable. msged dear n shaun to postpone audition n rayner to take stuff for me. yupps. then went back to slp. dad brought me to the doc before his flight. yupps. ~~ahem~~ haha. just so corny. yupps. then vomitted again. went to slp the whole day. took stuff. msged. basically just v drowsy n tired. ahhs.

wed. felt abit better. no more vomitting or anything like that. went to school (: yupps. mostly in the canteen with st nicks pple. ooops. will tryyyyy to be more sociable (: haha. okayys. then alison crashed rj! yupps. so tired. just keep wanting to slp. yupps. then went for audition. it was alright. in vln II. then had orientation for chamber. haha. some weird pple there. haha. but like all pro. left before sectionals. met wil. (: went to eat tau huay then sent me home. slpt alot more. haha. ~~pigggy~~

thurs. diarrhoea. sucks. super yuckky. haha. nearly didnt survive school. haha. was super tired. kept complaining. sorry! met my snr class. ehhs. qt okayy i guess. yupps. but wasnt in the mood at all. just felt so weak n uncomfortable. n alone. went back alone. slpt on the bus. yupps. went back n took my dad's medicine. felt much better. but still. yahhs. msged qt alot today. go for ur op! anw. slpt alot alot again/

fri. felt perfectly fine! for once after like ages. gdness. it just felt so gd to be back to normal. had school for ONE hour only. so crappy. yupps. then nth to do. crashed econs lecture. it was unique. ~~boring~~ ahha. ooops. yupps. saw qt alot of pple crashing too. haha. can only leave school at 12. n it was getting boring. lol. anyway LTone is like HUGE. so they cant notice. ended up reading my maths lecture notes. haha. yupps. gt e vln two scores frm mui. gawd/ it sucks. super hard!! yupps. rushed off to meet wil. urrggghs. bluff me! ~~eeeeek!~~ -poke. yupps. after much much (~~hee~~) persuasion wil walked all e way to get me starfruit n carrot juice (: lol. yupps. then DRAGGY. lol. but okayy (: yupps. ~~sorry~~ after showering went to airport to receive my dad. saw my cousin! yupps. ate at swensens again (: haha. yuppps. then talked to wil before i slpt (:

tday. woke up at seven plus. haha. automatic! yupps. packed e handouts into files. lol. it'll prob be messy all over again v soon. yupps. then read thru sm lecture notes. SOME. lol. haha. then went to get e cert. n e cheque. haha. three hundred bucks ~~only~~ haha. sis gt FIVE. urgghs. yupps. bought a skirt n a swimsuit. haha. my sis keeps asking me to get her a hamster. lol. see hw first (:

nw going to swim. lol. my mum changes her mind damn quickly. haha. tatas.

// i need you more than ever

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